Saturday, January 06, 2007

~FeaR~

Today i tot was suppose to be a good day...
BUT...
everything change in e afternoon... i was working as usual like on every weekends without fail.
BUT everything changed when i saw e msg on my hp.
"1 message received" after i opened...
"papa admitted hospital." tats wat i received. At tat point in time i was reali reali in a lost... I could even feel tat e time has stopped for mi rite at tat point at tat moment. My legs starts to turn like jelly... soft.. ya tats e word... i felt so helpless... i seriously didnt noe wat to do... when i turned to my colleague ... i was oso lost for words... all i did was i told her "my dad admitted hospital." She paused for a moment too.. i can tel she was shocked too... all she said was "U beta go now." I could oso feel my legs were too heavy to carry mi away... but e nxt moment i ran to my boss n tel dem i nid to go... Thk god i got a very nice boss... he understands my situation n he let mi off early but suddenly one thing came into my mind... "is my dad serious?" at tat point in time i knew myself was calm therefore i made a call to my mum and ask her. My mum told mi it wasnt serious so i do not nid to wori.
I can finally feel at ease... so i decided not to leave early so i stayed to carry on wif my work. Soon at late afternoon, i received a call from my mum again. I tot sumting was not rite... but to unexpected.. i heard my mum says "ur dad is discharged." wat e hell is happening... goodness... but one thing for sure... i m reali hapi tat my dad doesnt nid to be admitted to e hospital. 3 doctors came to check my dad.. n all came to a conclusion tat my dad doesnt nid to stay for observation but medication will be given to him... n if in any case, my dad doesnt recover in a week's time, he will nid to under go an operation. Isnt tat scary... oh my...
I reali reali hope my dad will be fine...

(Reason that my dad needs to be admitted to hospital, i m sori to say tat... it will not be disclosed.)

To all that has happened today... i haf learnt a precious lesson...
Treasure the people around you and dun wait till e day u lose them and u regret... everything will then be too late.

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