Its raining again...

I m starting work tmr.... sigh... how i wish tmr's weather will be like today! rain rain rain!!! so tat i will still get paid and do nothing... heex....

I haf seriously fallen in love wif e show Hana Kimi which is shown on every mon-fri channel U 7pm... Oh god.... i cant believe it i will love tat show so much... i can even catch e show online at youtube till reali late at nite like 3am... i seriously haf e urge of buying e dvd and watch it at home man!!! argh.. cant wait any longer man... shall check it out tmr at e dvd shop! yea! That will be my mission for tomorrow!! Finally i haf sumting to aim for... haha...

Sigh... i duno y as day passed e more i dun trust u... e more i noe u e more i cant make myself to trust u... i duno e reason of ur appearance... izit for e good or for e bad? sigh... sumtimes i wish to noe u better but when i wan to step forward by juz one step i feel juz not rite, and i wld wan to step back even further. Wats e reason behind it.. i reali duno... maybe is all bcos of ur action? ur words? behaviour? attitude? i duno y and wats e reason of u treating mi so gd... i dun get e point and i dun even understand it either. for fun? past time? for e future? i dun see it. All i can say is..i reali reali feel insecure... knowing u i duno is gd or bad... maybe for u is gd... for mi is bad... but i still dun tink anyone of us will gain anyting... i duno how long dis gona be...

*Dilemma*

*Lost*

*In love with Hana Kimi*

Sayonara!!!