M i suffering from some kind of a depression? or mania?... I seriously find myself so wierd recently... a moment i can be laughing like nobody business and feel so damn happy but another moment later i can feel like one kind... angry.. pissed!... irritated...blood boiling... is this what a human should behave or feel or be like...? Not only that... i can oso feel like sad....down... a kind of depress... dun feel like doing anything... WHY man! whats wrong man...

*shake*shake*myself.

What exactly do i need rite now? Is something reali pressurising me? m i stressed up by something? Or m i juz lazy n want to slack? sigh...
Don't know la.....

I think all the abovemention are related to PMS! Must be la... But the date seems like... not realli leh... sigh... i really don't know la... don't care le la....


To my baby gisele... i noe u r sick n dun feel good at all... do rest early at nite if u can alrite... rest will make u recover fast. Drink more water hor... i wan to c a healthy u k... HuGgiEs!