Hello everybody! i m back once again.

Recently juz like to play MIA.. haha...

Actually no la.. juz seems to be busy... Busy abt wat oso i duno... 24 hours is seriously not enuf for me to use. Totally not enuf. Dun ask why cos dere is no why.

Juz now had a heart-to-heart talk wif my dad. It has been such a long time since i had such a long talk wif my dad. We can really talk about anything and everything. I love my dad~!
But but but... in that long talk... it involves many many happy and unhappy things. My heart really feel e pinch. I should say is a sharp pain. It kepts me ponder for sum time... That sudden news realli hurt me. YES! HURT! i duno wat other words to use but is juz as simple as HURT! The more explanation i hear e more i feel i dun belong here. Whether or not m i part of the family oso... it doesnt seems to be important anymore. I seriously feel like an outsider instead an outsider is like one of us. Whats wrong wif them i realli duno. How to understand and where to start to be understooded is juz so difficult. I realised is hard to communicate n explain e way i feel. Anyway in juz a few more yrs... i will be gone...and no longer important. Thank GOD for letting me to be so independent since im young and i m hapi tat i m supporting myself now. =)

Thou.. i mite not be feeling hapi rite now... but i noe i still haf a dad who reali reali love n care for me always n foreva. Thanks alot dad! i love u! In my next life i wan to be ur daughter again. =)

Whateva happens in my family i will not let it affect me in anyway... thou at times i m reali affected but i will still try to control my emotion. *Its a promise*

Everything happens for a reason.

Alrite.. shall stop here...

*Can't wait to c u*
U noe who u r.......... *GrinZ*